Rules for a Happy Home

More Than Amazing Friend

I wish you could see all the feelings that are deep inside of me,

Love when you are here by my side and I hate when you leave,

All the questions that are floating inside the depths of my mind,

How do I make you understand that you are more than amazing,

Everything that my life has been in need of through all the years,

Want to be there with you through all the laughter and the tears,

Holding me close then you push me away I am feeling so confused,

Do I stay by your side or just walk away and forget words I said,

So I just keep pushing forward hoping for a little something more,

I stand here waiting and wondering what you really want from me,

Just a little kiss on the cheek and quickly I felt something deep inside,

Laying here just dreaming of what having your love would be like,

Trying to hide what I am really feeling think that it is a little to late now,

You know everything that my heart is truely feeling when I am with you,

You have me in a whirl you came and rocked my little world,

Taking your heart and my promise is this to be oh so careful with it,

Knowing you were once broken and I am hoping to mend your heart,

Just tell me what I can do so that I can be the one next to you in the end,

Holding you close just to let you know in the end that it will get better,

Here I will stay through the sunny days or through the stormy weather,

Please just let me know what your heart is really feeling inside it for me.

Pencil shading....

I did pencil shading alot while i was in school.... unfortunately i cant seem to find my art file anymore.... that made me want to start all over again. Lost the touch but hey am trying!

Ten things meme

TEN things you wish you could say to TEN different people right now:-

1. "Be Original!"
2. "I really really admire you, even though sometimes you annoy me so much with your child act."
3. "Stop talking and learn to listen to others sometimes!!!"
4. "Everything that you say infuriates me and I wish you could stop being how you are. I don't think this opinion can ever change no matter how hard I try."
5. "We don't talk as often and I miss that."
6. "I can never really understand you."
7. "Are you really that dumb, or you act like that???"
8. "You're my best friend and I am really grateful to God for having you."
9. "No matter how hard I try, I can never really forgive you."
10. "I love you and I miss you more."

NINE things about yourself:-

1. I skip breakfast a lot.
2. I bite my lips and nails tons and it's a habit that feels impossible to break.
3. I hate self praising people.
4. I love comics.
5. I love photography.
6. I love collecting books.
7. I love Summer.
8. And I love summer showers even more!!!
9. Am so longing to play with my sister's new baby!!!

EIGHT ways to win your heart:-

1. Calm and laid-back/the ability to just not flip out at things.
2. Someone who is realistic without having to be depressing. People who are kind of delusional get to me.
3. Passionate about life.
4. Honest.
5. Intelligent.
6. Original
7. Respectful
8. Down to earth.

SEVEN things that cross your mind a lot:-

1. Oh god I got work!
2. I got to clear this, clean that, maybe arrange this that way, etc...
3. Why did they do that?? Where did I go wrong?
4. Who am I going to marry? Where will I end up at?
5. I should be working...
6. Is this person a fake too?
7. God is watching... leave it all upon Him.

SIX things you do before you fall asleep:-

1. Set the alarm.
2. Chat a bit with mom/brother.
3. Check all the doors/windows/gas, etc.
4. Toss and turn.
5. Think alot.
6. Night dreams

FIVE people who mean a lot at the moment:

1. Parents
2. Tinu and Kids
3. Sanalii and Chotiii
4. Jafar
5. tehehehe!

FOUR things you see right now:-

1. My mobile
2. AMIS Manuals
3. Ziplock bags
4. Random clutter...

THREE audio files that you listen to often at the moment:-

1. Hadith-e-Kisa (trying to memorize!)
2. Mere Hussain (its such a beautiful nauha!!)
3. Bhardo joole meri Ya Mohd [saw] - fav Qaseeda!

TWO things you want to do before you die:-

1. Open a proper Islamic School
2. Get married and have children.

Just for Today

1. TODAY I WILL NOT STRIKE BACK:
If someone is rude, if someone is impatient, if someone is unkind... I will not respond in a like manner.

2. TODAY I WILL ASK GOD TO BLESS MY "ENEMY":
If I come across someone who treats me harshly or unfairly, I will quietly ask God to bless that individual. I understand the "enemy" could be a family member, neighbor, co-worker, or a stranger.

3. TODAY I WILL BE CAREFUL ABOUT WHAT I SAY: I will carefully choose and guard my words being certain that I do not spread gossip.

4. TODAY I WILL GO THE EXTRA MILE:
I will find ways to help share the burden of another person.

5. TODAY I WILL FORGIVE:
I will forgive any hurts or injuries that come my way.

6. TODAY I WILL DO SOMETHING NICE FOR SOMEONE, BUT I WILL NOT DO IT SECRETLY:
I will reach out anonymously and bless the life of another.

7. TODAY I WILL TREAT OTHERS THE WAY I WISH TO BE TREATED:
I will practice the golden rule - "Do unto others as I would have them do unto me" - with everyone I encounter.

8. TODAY I WILL RAISE THE SPIRITS OF SOMEONE I DISCOURAGED:
My smile, my words, my expression of support, can make the difference to someone who is wrestling life.

9. TODAY I WILL NUTURE MY BODY:
I will eat less; I will eat only healthy foods. I will thank God for my body.

10. TODAY I WILL GROW SPIRITUALLUY:
I will spend a little more time in prayer today: I will begin reading something spiritual or inspirational today; I will find a quiet place (at some point during the day)!

igottagged!

Shampoo: Dove dry therapy
Condtioner: Dove dry therapy
Styling products: Toni&guy hair sprays, curling n straighting irons
Shower Gel: changes alot.
Body moisturizer: garnier
Deodorant: never used one.
Fake Tan: ---
Cleanser: use a facewash...
Eye makeup remover: my facewash.... tehehe
Exfoliator: everyouth
Primer: lacto
Foundation: keeps changing... right now... maybelline dream mousse
Foundation brush: my fingers!!
Concealer: dnt use one
Powder: maybelline
Blusher: lots
Bronzer: got a new one by colorbar
Highlighter: lakme starlights
Eyeshadow base: my foundation usually... i often skip dat part... i really want to try urban decay primier portion though.... its on my wishlist!
Eyeshadows: my all time fav... revlon's nude cream shades.
Eyeliner: lakme liquid liner
Eyelash curler: eeeks...
Eyelash base: none
Mascara: loreal extra volumn
Lipstick: loads...
Lipgloss: loads... i like d streetwear ones... they taste yummy too!
Nail Colour: none

~Happy Birthday to me...!

~Happy Birthday to me...!

...you dont even know its there!

"some emotions don't make a lot of noise.

it's hard to hear pride.

caring is real faint - like a heartbeat.

and pure love - why, some days it's so quiet,

you don't even know it's there"

Happy Valentines Day!!

Much Love!

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The 4 tag

4 Places I Go to Over and Over Again
• Down memory lane
• My cupboard
• Bookstores
• My workdesk

4 People Who Mail Me Regularly
• Farah
• Phuphu
• Other Random friends
• Yahoo groups

4 of My Favourite Places to Eat (Apart from Home)
• Bahar
• Choice
• Kabaabish
• Paradise

4 Places I’d Rather be Now
• with my sister, in london
• shopping with my other sister!
• Anywhere with relatives
• somewhere quite outside the city

4 Favourite TV Shows
• Nigella Lawson
• Friends - any day, any episode, it always lightens up ur mood.
• ---
• gosh i cant seem to think of anything!!!

No Words

Simple times call for simple words,
And those words often convey—In the simplest of ways—
How we feel deep down inside ourselves.
I’m not saying “I love you,”
No. Those words don’t even scrape the surface.
It would take a million years
And a million words
To make you understand
How I feel.
Adoration;
It doesn’t even come close.
Cherish; idolize; prize; treasure…
Those words mean nothing to
How I think about you.
In all of the languages
And all of the dictionaries
Of the world,
There are no words
To put my feelings into.

Tag

- USE THE 1ST LETTER OF YOUR NAME TO ANSWER EACH OF THE FOLLOWING QUESTIONS.
- THEY HAVE TO BE REAL PLACES, NAMES, THINGS. NOTHING MADE UP!
- TRY TO USE DIFFERENT ANSWERS IF THE PERSON WHO TAGGED YOU HAD THE SAME 1ST INITIAL.
- YOU CAN'T USE YOUR NAME FOR THE BOY/GIRL NAME QUESTION.

SCATTERGORIES
1. What is your name: Azra
2. A 4 Letter word: Auto
3. A Boys Name: Abbas
4. A Girls Name: Alina
5. An Occupation: Artist
6. A Color: Ash grey
7. Something you wear: Abaya
8. A Beverage: Aaab shola
9. A Food: Aloo Gobi
10. Something found in the bathroom: Aftershave lotion thingy
11. A place: Austria
12. A Reason for being late: Aunty
13. Something you shout: Arreeeey

Resolutions

1. To be so strong that nothing can disturb your peace of mind.
2. To look at the sunny side of everything and make your optimism come true.
3. To think only the best, to work only for the best, and to expect only the best.
4. To be just as enthusiastic abt the success of others as you are abt ur own.
5. To forget the past and look up to the future.
6. To wear a cheerful countenance at all times and give every person a smile.
7. To give so much time to the improvements of urself dat u have no time to criticize others.
8. To be too noble for anger, too strong for fear, and too happy to permit the presence of trouble.
9. To think well of urself and to proclaim this fact to the world, not in loud words but in great deeds.
10. To know that Allah truly loves u and He is always by the window, watching u and always ever so ready to forgive u and bless u with things, never heard abt.

The year 2008

1. Went for ziyarate to Iran and Iraq, not once but TWICE!!!!! (alhamduillah)
2. Made a proper movie for Sakina (s.a) day, though it didnt go well as planned (the movie mysteriously got erased from my laptop on the morning of the majlis day, n i had trouble with the audio quality of the movie) but personally i was happy n satisfied with what i cud do.
3. Got my hair cut to a manageble length and got colour highlights!!! I love it. Short hair rules, anyday.
4. Made a really good friend, who helped me finally get over the past n move ahead.
5. Got a 'real' camera!!!!
6. I got a mobile phone of my own choice (always got one used by my sister, dad or brother), my dad allowed me to buy one of my choice (i got nokia N95 yay!!) my dad is the awesomest!!!
7. I had a freakin lil accident. The needle of my swing machine went right into my finger n came out on the other side, narrowly missing the bone. I managed to pull it out myself after my brother scared me dat if i didnt do so, the docs will have to cut my finger, lol. Now everytime i take the machine out to mend anything, i remember dat horrible moment, but hey u cant stop doing something becoz of one bad experince.
8. Experienced the first snowfall of my life ever! It was awesome. The snow really falls as in flakes!!! i cudnt believe dat until i saw so. Truly amazing. God is really one creative artist up thr.
9. Finally registered a domain and got a website up for my graphics work.
10. Know how it feels to love and be loved - truly, sincerely and genuinely.